Dear Diary,

... the thinking is keep offending my mind and the feelings is getting strong after the bath.
Thinking of what have I done the whole day during the bath is one of my habits.

The things that is so hard to be verify, so hard for you to admit...
The things is like a stupid standing beside you, watching and hearing all the process...
The process is like a knife that scratching it's heart.

What is it should be when it is being with you, standing beside you, laughing beside you and ...
Just that one words, it suddenly become so worthless for you...
It knew you are not intend to do it, you just do it without thinking..that is why the answer was so true and mean since it is come naturally.

The cases are so related and real as the time you were in shock and rejecting not to being tag in any post on social network with anything together with it.
It treat it as fun, even you really allow it to tag anything things related with you, it still wont do it as it knew this was not the time.
But the way of your response and direct reject was truely reflected and yoy make it feels shock and dissapointed.

In this whole period, it is an ashame for you, worhtless, and meaningless little things!

It can't acting to be nothing anymore...why should it be?

It is me.