+ 27 JULY 2010 +


今天的怪事特别多，心情也不太好。

拼了命抄yan的功课，这么久以来，我的第N次抄功课，真失败·~
做到一半时，突然一双大手挡住了我的视线……！（我看到修长的手指）
“猜猜我是谁”

谁啊？
反应迟钝的我。*选择不回答* ！！
阳光再次照进眼眶，不知觉的问了一句……“Drakie??”

看清楚他的脸后，哇！！我差点吓死。
H,是那个神经病！！！=O…………………………

我天~晕@@

ignore 他，我独自赶着去print note。
突然VV兴奋地跑来告诉我，有个男的很厉害，会变魔术。
接着，问我要不要看魔术。
T开始变魔术啦（poker)，他的朋友都来看热闹，还不是说他有这个招数骗女生。
突然看见J走着来……
我有点心不在焉了……
等等……我好像看到了一些破绽！
好奇心，我问T是不是………………?
他那班朋友即刻大笑。
惨……………………
我知道我又做错事了！！啊，笨!
对不起，真的对不起！
我不应该拆穿他，我找机会向他道歉，他也不理我了……
I broke someone's heart again.
我真的很抱歉！！>.<

J不曾看过我一眼，我跟giya说我要换茶了，要那个bottle。
是真的，信我 :)

ps: I hate GMATH .

LOST

Uni lif3...
Totally hate it.
University Tak Ada Rehat, exam & assignment come together.
Exhaust, I'm weak compare with others...
Really tired with this life.
 ''when could I end IT ?'' I keep thinking about, maybe, I will die suddenly one day.
That should be good for me, I'll be free, fly to somewhere, alone.
But...
how about my family? I love them...

Still remember my first genaral math exam few weeks ago, some incident happened, I cant bare with my broken heart anymore...
I cried automatically on the way home, I hate the weakness in my heart.
Even cried in front of my family, I lost myself, mom was really shocked, I think she thought I'm totally mad with math. She said '' I wont force u to study ''...

Without 2 years add math basic, I'm too slow behind compare with others, I know it clearly, I cant follow their steps.

Recently, somethings blocked my mind, thinking of rubbish things actually is wasting my time, but its happening automatically...

TOMATO, wake up your mind, ENOUGH ! U are LOsT !!!