Dear Diary,
What the someone has said and what you really get in fact was so much different.
You are expecting someone will reserve a whole night for sharing with you, and at the end, the night was end up with silent.
The world doesn't work so real as you wish, and you're being emotional again.
If this has make you feel so fail, what you need to do is Move On.
Acting like a fool...
Please live in peace.
Stay and sound :)