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Uni lif3...
Totally hate it.
University Tak Ada Rehat, exam & assignment come together.
Exhaust, I'm weak compare with others...
Really tired with this life.
 ''when could I end IT ?'' I keep thinking about, maybe, I will die suddenly one day.
That should be good for me, I'll be free, fly to somewhere, alone.
But...
how about my family? I love them...

Still remember my first genaral math exam few weeks ago, some incident happened, I cant bare with my broken heart anymore...
I cried automatically on the way home, I hate the weakness in my heart.
Even cried in front of my family, I lost myself, mom was really shocked, I think she thought I'm totally mad with math. She said '' I wont force u to study ''...

Without 2 years add math basic, I'm too slow behind compare with others, I know it clearly, I cant follow their steps.

Recently, somethings blocked my mind, thinking of rubbish things actually is wasting my time, but its happening automatically...

TOMATO, wake up your mind, ENOUGH ! U are LOsT !!!