Dear Diary,

Depressed and sad.

But I can tell no one about my feelings now...

Sometimes I hope to end everything,
You will not know how much I have tried to holding it.

I know, I'm in the losing stage.
So please stop telling me this.
The discrimination on us make me feel disgusting.
I don't have money, he don't have money.
His family not even liking me even they didn't even meet me.
I knew it.

Sometimes I'm supporting him, but his family will not know how much is my value and how much is his value mean to me...

I really felt depressed most of the time...
I cried and I live again,
like ntg happen to me.

I always make myself to looks like,
'An Optimistic Gurl'
......but I'm
Just A Human.
I do have feelings, please stop hurting me.

Can anybody else hear my screaming?

screw me.

今晚

我的眼

哭太多

伤太多

肿了

好痛

做不到 FYP.........

今天…
我终于发现，
原来见不见面已经不重要了。

因为我在你的心…
已经不重要了。

Dear Diary,

Don't ask me...

I know he didn't even think about me.

Cause he only has himself.

I found some reason to explain, that was great.

Promise that I won't speak crazy and act crazy like before..

Because when I feel less caring on it,

Then I let it go.

Future, it would be better.

If I have the luck to find someone who appreciate me.








I would leave.

I never have the day to come otherwise

Dear Diary,

别放太多expectation 吧…
求得太多，要得太多，
他也不想给你。

Genting 也是酱…
IoI City Mall 也是酱…

怕没时间做 fyp 吧…
说东说西…
转个头，
也是在浪费着美国时间，
做着你本来 planning 和他做的事情。

别给他太多时间，
反正他学不会珍惜你。

不要再发神经，
我慢慢也懒惰发神经了。

爱就像泡沫
G.E.M 写得真对

放屁! 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

Dear Diary,

Experience to be a one day hawker for the CyberP assignment.

Selling apple pie, choco pie and keychains in a day!

Im lucky cause I met a gang of Good Members :) and have some Real Good Friends' support...

And of course, a Lovely boyfie (╯3╰)

I think he almost spent rm40 for buying the things that selling in my booth...
Really thanks for his support many many much!
He always brighten up my days （⌒▽⌒） (sometimes he is bad also)...

Good day, with Love.

PS:Chubby boyfie is getting slimmer, so surprising!