Dear Diary,

Depressed and sad.

But I can tell no one about my feelings now...

Sometimes I hope to end everything,
You will not know how much I have tried to holding it.

I know, I'm in the losing stage.
So please stop telling me this.
The discrimination on us make me feel disgusting.
I don't have money, he don't have money.
His family not even liking me even they didn't even meet me.
I knew it.

Sometimes I'm supporting him, but his family will not know how much is my value and how much is his value mean to me...

I really felt depressed most of the time...
I cried and I live again,
like ntg happen to me.

I always make myself to looks like,
'An Optimistic Gurl'
......but I'm
Just A Human.
I do have feelings, please stop hurting me.

Can anybody else hear my screaming?

screw me.