Dear Diary,

I played hard in the badminton game this morning
2 hours nonstop.. that make me feel so satisfied and happier...
Looking forward for the holiday on next weekend ☺
The BFF trip have been planned and wished for so long, finally it almost came true now.

Love my best friends...I feel a bit sorry to them cause I'm like not giving much effort in this trip, I don't even have mood to go for it before...
But I think, I can't live like this...
He chooses to leave our life forever,if I continue staying in this world..
At the end, I only have myself, I'm alone.

So,Im forced to be tough. I hope he will be tough and brave enough to face the meeting in Kuching on tomorrow too. BTW, I don't have the right to tell him all these now.

Yesterday I watch a TV programme, the female say she already have a one years old child now,but she is just in 21's. That's mean she already pregnant since 19's...
When her mom know she get pregnant,her mom scheduled the operation to take away her baby and forced her to the hospital. Half an hour before the operation, her bf arrived and hold her hand, he bring her to escape from the operation together. Then, both of them leave their family and get married... However,now their family already able to accept them, so they are living together happily now.

Story end :)